Soooo….I started the draft of this blog post on December 17, 2021…just a title. That's it.

Here I am, 226 days later, to take back control of my life! A lot has transpired since December….

It's been well over six months since my last blog post. That makes it almost eight months since dad transitioned from the earthly realm to the spiritual realm. I'd be lying if I said I'm good. I mean, I most certainly have more good days than not but I so truly miss my dad.

Oddly enough, looking back I've come to realize the experiences before and after such huge losses are there to help you grow. However, that growth can be severely hindered when we're stuck in the darkness not feeling through the feelings. It's very important to slow down and process exactly what you're feeling. Otherwise the darkness will swallow you whole.